Oh February!

i love February specially...

banyak event in february=)
specially her bday n my bday=)

ohhh how i miss her...
how i'm sorry for not being there with her on most of her special days...
i used to always on her side, by her side all the time.
love her sooo much(if only she knew it)

hari jadi kiteorg dekat2,mcm di plan2 jer=)
so sweet kan,hehe...

sampai umur berapa dah tak igt,tp dulu2 kiteorg akan sambut bday n buat party on the same day..sama2 pegang pisau potong cake n tiup lilin sama2..tp she tak pandai tiup lilin so i yg tiup for her...how i wish i have that photo now,leh upload;)
disebabkan umur beza setahun jer beza, she tak mcm adik n me tak mcm kakak pon..mcm kwn2 jer...tp tak igt start bila, she grew faster than me! sbb tu skrg dia lagi tinggi dari saye;)
saye kecik bantut jer,while she tinggi bak model mane;)
gaduh...ehmmm jgn cakap laa,segale bende leh jadi punca gaduh=)tp itu dulu time kecik2...rambut sama panjang,so every time gaduh rambut jadik mangsa..tarik menarik..
sama2 study, buat homeworks, tolong ibu ayah kat kedai, potong sayur utk nasik goreng, goreng ayam utk nasik ayam, bersihkan udang utk mee goreng and sooo on...byk keje kena buat ari2 tp best, n that time...she lagi cepat buat keje dari me! kakak terhegeh-hegeh jer kan...hahaha...

tp bila makin besar, dia makin lembut,sgt lembut hati,tutur kata pon lembut...while me?
kakak dah mcm adik n adik dah mcm kakak...but still i love her.so much...
i wanted to share everything but...dah mcm takleh jer.tp i redha...
jodoh dia,n jodoh saya...
but still i love her. so much...i do...i miss her...

n today(yesterday?) 18th feb. she turned 27 n i turned 28 on 13rd feb lepas..
how i hope boleh tiup lilin sama2 lagi mcm dulu2....

happy birthday dear angah♡Norzafneza Arriffin.
by your along,Norzafriza Arriffin.

*btw, our names pon nak sama*
how sweet...thanks ibu ayah for melahirkan n for the names.just love it.really,i do.i luv u.

updates

It's been like years seen the last time...
soo sorry to everyone, specially to my families in Malaysia.Had been like duduk dalam gua, terputus hubungan dengan dunia.. mcm time sleep ke zaman hang tuah or what so ever... =(

but al last i end up here in Nikko,Tochigi,Japan.
an engineer at FD (this is my company but can't mention it here..sorri)

try google for Nikko,Japan and u'll find it a great place to visit
BUT, not to live!

in the middle of the jungle with monkeys and deers here n there..hehehe.
plus sgt sejuk..i repeat sgt sejuk =) snowing n the snow never go away..like freezing every morning heading to office..huh..

so why i am here?

hmm..let me make it quick here coz malas nk citer panjang2...hehe

lepas pindah dari Saijou,Hiroshima, saye kena intensive training about 2months at Tokyo,Yokohama n Chiba..lepas tu barulah pindah sini(Nikko).
First time sampai sinie dah rase mcm nak balik...hehehe...riso mcm2~
Kat sinie pon start lagi training mcm2...company jepun ni byk training...ajar mcm2 dari cara angkat n jawab tepon sampailah keje2 dlm kilang.
Then lepas tu pindah ke Yokohama pulak,sbb RnD biggest laboratories ade kat Yokohama. so sambung pulak traning in Yokohama... at last barulah balik cnie semula end of last month.
sepanjang waktu training selalu berulang alik dari Nikko ke Yokohama~ and of course cubalah google jarak Nikko n Yokohama..(=__=)

dari kurus sampai tinggal tulang kulit jer;)
hehehe...

at last settle down here in Nikko utk sementara waktu sbb if possible nak duk Yokohama or if reaaly2 possible nak mintak balik...hahaha=) gatal jerk kan...

tgk keadaan,if economy cepat pulih cepatlah boleh balik..so untuk sementara waktu nie,i'll updates from Nikko..

nnt nk buh gmbr pulak,tp arini nak tido dah..=)

btw,check my new background..cantek dak? gheeee...

byee!

updates

as usual, ayat pembukaan saye ;) ~lame...tak berblog...

hehe...

been quite busy recently with lab works, urusan pindah2 rumah, visa, schorlar, bla..bla..bla....

lab works? (bukan kah saye telah abes buat thesis n present?)

ohhhh.... betul tue! mmg dah abes ye kengkawan!

TAPI....

zaf-san, plz assist this paper yea... WHAT???

sakit hati , jantung, buah pinggang sumer tau dengar ayat sensei tue =(

so nak tanak, terpaksa jugak buat this paper, assist jer laa tp yg tukang tulis is me!

ini pon amanah...ayat nk sedap kan diri sendiri ok =) =(

so saye IKHLAS tolong tulis yer sensei, harap2 lps ni bagi laa saye cuti ! saye nk kena kemas rumah sbb nk pindah dah nie sensei~ carik kotak, buang benda tak perlu, kamas baju2, buku2, bagi2 alat letrik kat org... nak gi potong bank, kad, air, letrik, gas bla...bla...bla... and the list goes on smp taktau kat maner...

alhamdulillah urusan visa dah hampir tamat,

sbb kan akan keje next April nie, so visa student kena tukar kepada workers...melayang 4000yen! tgh sesak2 n jimat2 ni 4000yen pon rase mahal gile =) if tak, 4000yen gi buat beli baju tue! hehehehe.....

last monday n tuesday sempay gi tokyo.

schorlarship punye meeting lagik!tp nie last time~alhamdulillah...di sebabkan jasa baik pakcik iwatani tue laa saye dpt abeskan master on time n dengan berjaye nyer! cewaahhh...hehe... so last monday gi ucap TERIMA KASIH to Iwatani Naoji Foundation =)

harap nya budi baik dia, akan Tuhan balas baik jugak..harap2 kaisya dia berjaye laa smp bile2=) amin.

n in my last post,

kan ade citer about budak tue meninggal kan...n guess what! betul laa tekaan saye,

dia mati bunuh diri~~~!!! tidakkkkkkkkkkkkkkk............ still terasa kowai n ngeri lagik!

ohhhh tidak.... just nk sambung citer n tell the reason jer..tanak explain byk2 dah.fullstop.

n nak citer about experience masa gi meeting scholar last monday.

biase laa kan, after meeting tu, mlm tu ade laa jamuan makan2 or nomikai, kebetulan ade this muslim girl (tanak laa cakap org negara mana) yg sama2 with me that nite. al kisah nya dia putus cinta malam before tu(malam ahad).... saye tau dia muslim, tp tup2 tgk dia tegok jugak benda tue! masyaAllah...tanak cakap n tegur dia...buat dek jer laaa...faham2 jer... tp dalam hati sgt2 laa terkejut Tuhan jer tau =( n di sebabkan dia minum, datang laa jepun2 yg tak reti bahasa ni to my place, if she drinks, why don't u have some too! -kepale hotak ko...! geram jer kan... walaupun iman saye tak tebal, nipis senipis kulit bawang, tapi untuk tegok bnd tu tak pernah terlintas lagi...dalam hati hanya berdoa, moga Dia terus pelihara aku...igt lagik aku kat ibu ayah kat rumah...harap2 masuk kaisya nnt takde laa org yg kurang moral mcmtue... some japanese, derang hormat, tp ade jugak laa yg mcm saye jumpe aritue, tak reti hormat agama org langsung. kita sendiri laa kena kuat kan =)

then, abes citer tue,

saye gi sembang2 dgn bdak dari china kat jamuan tue, she told me that, i should make-up bila masuk kaisya nnt... sket2 pon takpe, better dari tak make-up or suppin datte~ kaisya ni shitsurei rashi...(sou kana...)

but as sume tau, saye laa org yang mmg tak ret ink tenyeh make-up..dulu igt lagi room mate si yanti duk tunjuk alat make-up dia, kaler2~lawa..igt nk beli jugak, tp tak ret ink tenyeh..ade beli pon kaler coklat ;) tenyeh pon nmpk tak nmpk jer..dah kate kulit ‘putih’ sgt kan…hehehe…so ade tak sape2, sudi nk tolong ajar? Hehe…zeitaku na nayami dane bebelan arini stop smp sini dulu lah. Tata =)

sedeh dan menyedehkan

nie citer semalam...

dapat tahu abt kematian budak lab sebelah ( sebelah punye sebelah laa, tp on the same floor of mine )

dia budak M1(master 1st year),

lelaki,

kacak ( haha.. ke situ pulak yea ),

budak baek ( selalu senyum n tunduk2 kat aku ),

nama dia Maruyama.

series tak tau nape dia meninggal,

maybe eksiden,

maybe jisatsu ( ???) ---- tidakkkk...! tak dinafikan coz japanese byk mcm tue =(

maybe korosareta ( ???)---- tidakkkk...! jgn laa mcmtue...sian pulak =(

just dapat berita ni dari kwn dari lab yg sama dgn maruyama kun tue...

tue pon dia bgtau, jgn citer2 lagik (aku citer kat cnie tkpe kot..hehe)

dia just bisik jer kat telinga time aku nk hantar thesis yg kebetulan sensei dri lab maruyama-kun tue...

pagi semlm, cari laa sensei tue, sbb nk hantar thesis,tapi takde... lame tgg pon tak blk2 ke lab dia... huhuhu... suspen jer sbb thesis kena hantar before 4pm semlm, so masa tgh tunggu2 tu, dpt tau abt this news... sensei takde sbb maruyama tu meninggal...

yg menjadi tanda tanya...

nape dia meninggal?
kat mane?

bila?

why?

why?

and WHY...?

igtkan arinie, ade laa berita apa2...

tapi takde pon lagi...

berita yg menyedihkan dan kepelikan sbb tak tau punca,

tp nak persoalkan pon,

dah ajal kan...

kite taktau bile pulak turn kita...

oooooohhh...insaf.

sambung kembali

hari nie dah selamat menghantar thesis kepada yg berkenaan...

alhamdulillah.

selesai satu perkara

and hari nie hari bersejarah dalam hidup saye sepanjang 27thn nie.

with this insyaAllah, saye akan dapat my Master! (wow!)

macam tak caye...

sekarang hanye tggl presentation.

on 1st March and saye akan bebas tp still kena dtg lab nie sampai pertghan March..ehmmm....

oo yes,

nape post balik kat cnie?

blog kat jugem terpaksa tutup...

tp sebab nya nnt laa citer..arini adelah hari bersejarah,tamau citer2 yg sakitkan hati =)

btw,nak tayang thesis yang tak seberape nie...

+++ bye2 +++

i've moved to →　http://lil-happiness.jugem.jp/

+++ kekkon +++

kekkon ka~ kahwin ekk....

bab sensitif ok!?

kat lab nie, ade sorang sensei indonesia,
dia joshu@assistant prof. kat lab nie.

selalu laa tanyer,
'' bila mahu nikah nya~''
''disember ini,pertunangan nya ya~''

rase dah berpuluh kali bagitau....
dec. nie bukan saye, my sister, adik perempuan saye, imoto desu!
bape kali nak bagitau baru nak ingat..?

huhuhuhu....

last week, kyouju no sensei pun ade ckp jugak,
''zaf san, kekkon itsu suru no?'' @ zaf san bila nak kahwin?

soklan same lagi kata hati :)

ade jodoh ade rezeki laa sensei~ :)
jawapan same , every time kena tanya...
hehehehe....

maybe skrg bulan 6 kot...
kat cnie, org jepun ni percaya, if kahwin dalam bulan 6 ni akan shiawase@bahagia...

derang percaya about ,
roku gatsu no hanayome @June bride initiation...

it is beliave that, if kahwin dalam bulan 6 ni, akan dpt mcm2 jenis kebahagiaan:)

ehmmm... bahagia tu bukan ke terletak kepada individu?
nak bahagia, ade banyak cara... that's what i believe...

ape2 lah...
kepercayaan derang, takde laa plak nak protes2...
ikut suke laa erk... ;)

just that,
cepat2 laa abes bulan 6 nie,
harap2 citer ttg kawen ni redha sket... ;)

if ade jodoh n rezeki,
saye kahwin nnt,
saye jemput laa sumer2 sensei kat lab nie ok! :p

entah bile laa tuuu...
hahahahahaha ! ! ! ! ! !